i'm sorry... it looks like i'm using more Livejournal for ranting than for sharing drawings...
i hope it'll just be a little bad moment to spare in a life :roll:

I want to kill people who are touching other's ass in the full tramway... =^=
or at least, cutting their fuc*ing hands!
Ass*ole pervert! i should have kick his smirking face before he escaped!

it got on my nerve during all the night! è_é
(does he really thinks that looking innocently around him won't make me mad?! and he tried again while going out... i really should have to kick him!!!)
-why is this happening the week i'm wearing my lovely black jacket?!-

èxé i shared my "kami korosu"aura during all the rested way... it really pissed me off!
BURN THEM!!! here and now!
i want all those perverted old men to begone! \èoé/

and, and... and my Chemistry homework makes me angry too! è_é
(because i knos i'm able to resolve this fuc*ing problem, i made it the right way, but, why can't i have the same result than the professor?!)

i'm not weak!!!

--~big breath~--

i just forgot my problems when i was making papercraft or playing Dyssidia...
thank guys for lending me that game! and making me discovered papercraft, i think that without that i'll have destroyed something in my appartment... =__=

ps: my Vongola family -with joined legs- is now composed by Tsuna, Hibari, Mukuro, Chrome, Ryohei, Yamamoto, Gokudera and Giotto-sama! :3
and i finished the first part of 5 Dyssidia characters! :3 (Cloud, Cecil, Tidus, Zidane, Firion)

ps2: in the other hand, i didn't draw anything this week... :roll:

I began to use Watercolors! :D (Aquarelle)
-still i'm not very good with colors, i really like it... :roll:-

So i used a method i read in an Art book! :3 (i read also a lot of different way of art, but i don't have the requested tools :roll: -false excuse!-)

That way consist of covering a page with a lot of water... then adding watercolors with a pen... and let it flowing all the way off the page, in all directions you want! :D

The particularity of Watercolors with this method is that there are a beautiful mixing of colors! and it looks really natural! :3
but in the other hand, you can't predict how it'll be in the end... :3

(so, sometimes, you only can imagine some forms in the colors... at least, it can force you to draw things you're not used to! :33 -kind of good training too! :3-)

( And you can have something like that... )

Before i talk about something fun about what's happen for Haloween (yes, Frenchies celebrated haloween, even if it's a smaller event than in USA) that i promised to post, i wanted to talk about something which irritate me since a moment:
CLOTHES!

i really don't know how it had begin with, but i was really angry about that a few months ago, and somehow, when friends of me talk about what i'm wearing, it really piss me off! TTxTT and i don't like that at all!

-but, well... that's what happen when you keep everything for you and don't say it: it began to irritate you, and you just have to... explose...-
(that's why i somehow envy people who can say clearly what the problem is... even if it disturb me... and make me keeping more inside my heart...)

so what's the problem?
i really don't know...

( Read more... )

hay yoh! hi everyone!
it's been a while since i posted last month! :3

HAPPY BIRTHDAT for my friend emilioxchaltier
he's one of the few guys on LJ! congratulations for your 19th year of life! ^o^
(and i'm sorry, i don't have any gift for you u_u;;;)


i'll talk about my life today! ^w^

A friend told me about the "Hetalia day" in paris! :o
well, still i like APH, i think i'll go with her on this Saturday 24th October...
i'll take some photos! :3 i heard that some people are going to cosplay a little! :33
maybe should i draw more Hetelia's fanart now, still i'm going to the meeting..., but actually, i don't really like History... :roll:
but i like Hetalia, and especially all the Fandom behind! so, i hope it'll be okay :roll:

i caught a cold this week-end... i really don't like cold weather! TToTT
but, well, it should have been my fault, since i played with my brother's new DDR tap all the day with the window all open...
...
OTL *kof kof*
and still my connection is very bad, i have to open the door to have the wifii... it's cooooold!
TT___TT
(b, but i can handle a six feet song now!! è__é i don't mind my health! i'm going to play Stepmania when i'll get back! XDDD -if i can-)

About my School...
Still my mom accepted my wish about having ArtStudies, and they only receive register files in January, i've got some quiet days at my school...
so i drew a lot during my math lessons and all... OTL
"forgive me, teacher! but i won't continue this f*****g year! =w=" (even if my cousins asked me to finish it before, i don't want to... =x=)

Request ?
ah! TT__TT i'm sorry for the ones i promised a request (like TJ, Cannibal_powa, Littlelinor...) hope you'll forgive me... but i'm sure i'll draw them one day!!! èoé

well, i won't post my recent artwork today, 'cause i'm currently working on different project for the next convention JapanExpo!
(i'm engaged with a fanzine, a Reborn Sketchbook, a game project[but not for the JE]... so i'm quite busy TTxTT)

and they are TOP-SECRET fanArtworks!!! XDDDD (no, just kidding! :P)

( here some samples? )

Some of my Life's photos!! :3 i promised to Myn that i'll post some with me when i was young...
i think it was from a meme, but well, i don't mind...
just to be a little nostalgic :D
(and espacially my young and slim body nostalgic!! ;A;)
[there are also photos of my brother and my mom! you could see how much we looks like! :D but people say that a looks like my father... but well, we both have round face! XDD]

( (i'm sorry for the very very bad quality of those photos! TTxTT) )

it was something i saw on pot_forever's Livejournal, she posted some old Artworks... (and she also draw her old OC with her actual style, it was so impressive!)
but well, still i'm not good at all, and i always tought that my story are totally ininteresting -and i never find the end of the story!- i won't do that :roll:

but i can show you how i was drawing a few years ago! :3 Still i began to draw at full time when i was 13 (while i was sink in the Manga and Animes wave! even my teacher couldn't stop me! XD)

( Evolution of my drawing style! )

uwhooo...
i always wanted to post a lot of things, but, i really didn't have time, and also, not enough Courage to make it... but still my brother finnally get sleepy, i take it now!

i forgot last time to show you what i bring back from JapanExpo...

(photo missing... i forgot to add my pin's and i lost my reborn Fan! shame on me! ;__;)

i was talking about that since a long moment ago... after the JapanExpo, i went to pot_forever's home, and we spent a lot of time cosplaying (well, since i only had my Sat_chan cosplay, i mostly borrowed Myn's and Kana's cosplay (thank you far being so indulgent with me! X3)

well, actually, Myn and Kana already had post some photos here and here: 1 2 3

now, it's my turn... etooo... ( i will try to do not post the same... ~_~;; )

=_____=;;; heeeeem i was supposed to work, so i came on internet for my lessons, and... well... so much things in my head... hum... well...
i did't draw a lot, 'cause i'm in exam period, just because i felt a little bad about my contest, and i wanted to destressed up a little... OTL
(my mother is horrible -even if i understand why she act like that-, there is sometimes i would like to throw myself away... OTL... or run away, 'cause i'm too weak... OTL)
i know i should think about that... or thinking about anything bad... i'm in a little mood since last week...

well, it'll all be fine after my exams! i must think about all i'll be able to do then!!!
*sigh*

( shall we begin about happier things? )

Geeeeuuuuh.... i'm totally failling into the obsession! TTxTT

A very little post because i'm too weak OTL...
and also, i was tagged by skylark_90
soooo...
( just one Reborn fanart and one Meme... )

i'm just passing here to thanks everyone who think of me yesterday! ^___^
(yes, i get old now!!! but i'm still so childish! OTL please mother don't be mad!)

even if i don't see a lot of person, and don't either eat a cake or blow the candles, i'm very happy that a lot of people send me messages and positives waves! ^o^

Thank you!!! everyone!! \^o^/
*give a big hug for everybody who read these lines!*
even those i don't know, even those who don't know me!
just because, i'm so happy, i'll thank all the world for being itself, here on LJ, that helps me a lot! ^_^

( Life is like a boat )
it was a good day for my 20th year of life in this world! ^___^
and i'm really happy i met you (friends, strangers, aliens or else...)
thanks to you who pay attention on me! who read this words!
All of you are great!
i'm very glad you are here! ^__^